Oh wow....so, DJ went out of town this morning and I really couldn't have been happier.
Trust me it's nothing horrible, I just needed some space and what better timing than right now. Donisha (his Sister) is graduating from Sacramento State tomorrow morning. I am pretty bummed that Mahaila and I couldn't go but with the wedding coming up it was the best decision as far as finances go. It's hard to miss out on important dates with family members but it is what is this point.
Do you ever feel like you just need some space? Do you ever just want tell your spouse/boyfriend that you really don't love/like them right now? Listen, if you have never felt that way please tell me your secret cause I would love to know it.
I love this man with all my heart and soul but sometimes.....sometimes he just gets under my skin and part of it is me. I say it is me because I need to come to a place where I can not get so upset and communicate better when I am frustrated but not in a nag way either. UGH! I can't wait to find that balance someday.....and someday I will have that balance and I am truly on the journey to find the balance!
I don't like to complain but it's just seems like it is really worse before it is better.
On another note, I would like to point out that this blog is simply for me to express myself. I would never want someone to judge me or DJ for the things I put on here. We all have our problems and I hope to report something better next time around....I just don't this time....again.....ahahahahahha! At least I can laugh at myself right?
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