Is it really this easy

The title speaks for itself. Is writing a blog really this easy? Will anyone even read this? 

I have played around with this idea in my head for sometime now. I figured if I just started typing away I would somehow accomplish at least something for myself to release these feeling I have.

I recently turned 29 years old and have more on my plate more than I have ever had in my whole entire life but in the most wonderful way possible. Not only do I have all these things on my plate but also I have thoughts and theories on situations I go through while I plan what should be the most wonderful day in my life. 

DJ and I have been together for almost 7 years, you think this would be smooth sailing, right? Well that is what I thought, I was not prepared for this whirlwind of emotion that would come over me when it hit the 10th month countdown, I often wonder why it was the 10th month that sent me into this state of mind, I mean why didn't I feel this way when he asked me to marry him? In fact I was thrilled and excited, don't get me wrong, I am still VERY excited but part of feels that I really need to be the best woman for this man and that my friends is a huge responsibility. One that many people do not carry very well this day in age.


I will start with this for the time being but if you join me on this rollercoaster of laughter, life, and emotion, because I am full of emotion just ask those closest to me and if you happen to have a good time that is all I wanted in the first place.